[originally recorded June 4, 2024] This episode is about struggles with self worth, feeling unlovable, comparing ourselves to others, having boundaries with people who are too much, going through a paradigm shift of identity, childhood trauma giving me a flawed sense of Love, thinking I don't belong. Also: McDonalds and video games. Join my Patreon for free: https://www.patreon.com/thejoshgaines Includes the full archive of past episodes as well as art, writing, private streams & more. Purchase an original art piece: https://www.etsy.com/shop/TheJoshGaines?ref=seller-platform-mcnav
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thejoshgaines/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thejoshgaines19 Timestamps: 0:00 Lighting the ritual incense 1:16 Not wanting to be seen 3:12 Do you feel unlovable? 6:00 Not having space for certain people 8:30 Going through a paradigm shift 11:25 Self worth struggle 15:38 Karmic progress 18:00 Identity shift 20:20 Lack of self love 22:37 Favorite video games 26:00 Damaged concept of Love 29:49 Kicking & screaming against love 33:47 Judging people 34:50 Thinking I don't belong 36:23 Assumptions & comparisons 38:03 Being loved on my own terms 38:53 I love McDonalds 40:12 Loving my darkness
