I walked away from everything! I didn't take or steal anything as some have believed. I just left house, cars, furniture, church, marriage and relationships. The few things I took were sentimental and had belonged mostly to my deceased mother.
I had packed slowly for months and everyone knew the day I was leaving. I didn't sneak away! I said, "Farewell!"
After so many years my life as it existed was over! Never would anyone understand the state of despair in which I resided. For years I prayed to die every day! I wouldn't commit suicide because I believe in Hell. I definitely did not want to go there! I needed to go away...
Jesus tells a story called The Parable of the Prodigal Son. He left over riches… I left to Live. Suicide had haunted me from childhood.
I worked under a spawn of hell, I had a boss who tried daily to hurt me. After surviving several heart attacks, I sat in the bed terrified of death. Especially after It came so close to me. I could feel it lurking near by, one false move and it would have me bound.
When I got ill I was forced out on Workers Compensation from my 28 plus year job. I wasn't too proud to beg, so I begged them! No light duty for me, they just threw me out after I was injured.
By then my hands and arms had suffered injuries from years of repetitive motion. The injuries had spread through both hands, elbows, up into my shoulders and started down my back. I was diagnosed with cervical and thoracic soft tissue damage. I was in constant severe pain. Once I entered into physical therapy they discovered that my left side had a partial paralysis from the heart condition. My lower back and leg had also suffered injury.
I was a wreck, unwanted, over weight, injured and ugly. So much more was going on when my marriage went into full failure. I just wanted to sit quietly in a rocking chair, read a book, serve God, and talk to myself.
My children were grown, my real friends were busy or struggling themselves. … Momma was in the ground!
I found myself in a foreign land, with all new people. My lips were silent… I just watched and listened! I cried many broken hearted tears daily until I would fall asleep.
I never mentioned God unless asked. I wasn't in the mood for religious discussions. I had already been an ordained Minister for over 20 years prior to meeting them all.
The families who surrounded me and cared for me through my illness and despair were sent by God to make sure I lived. I could tell many wondered… "Who is this strange lady and from where had she come?" While discerning their very thoughts and various reactions towards me... I just smiled. I loved them and they loved me. I had been given a whole new family with aunts, uncles, nieces and nephews. All of their friends embraced me and added me to their hospitality.
Spiritually I was lost in a place far away from my Father's House.
Forgiveness and healing started forming in me when I realized… I had been clad in new clothes, a Robe and a Ring a Strength from above. I was no longer afraid to die. I was ARMED by God.
I was no longer a prodigal daughter but I had become a Warrior. Injured in battle I had earned my “Purple Heart!”
Author Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds Book: Yesterday I Ran Today I Am A Warrior Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Tried in The "Fire" Ministries, Inc. A Deliverance Healing Spiritual Warfare Bible Study Clinic in California. Overseer Pastor Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds
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Book Introduction:
I walked away from everything! I didn't take or steal anything as some have believed. I just left house, cars, furniture, church, marriage and relationships. The few things I took were sentimental and had belonged mostly to my deceased mother.
I had packed slowly for months and everyone knew the day I was leaving. I didn't sneak away! I said, "Farewell!"
After so many years my life as it existed was over! Never would anyone understand the state of despair in which I resided. For years I prayed to die every day! I wouldn't commit suicide because I believe in Hell. I definitely did not want to go there! I needed to go away...
Jesus tells a story called The Parable of the Prodigal Son. He left over riches… I left to Live. Suicide had haunted me from childhood.
I worked under a spawn of hell, I had a boss who tried daily to hurt me. After surviving several heart attacks, I sat in the bed terrified of death. Especially after It came so close to me. I could feel it lurking near by, one false move and it would have me bound.
When I got ill I was forced out on Workers Compensation from my 28 plus year job. I wasn't too proud to beg, so I begged them! No light duty for me, they just threw me out after I was injured.
By then my hands and arms had suffered injuries from years of repetitive motion. The injuries had spread through both hands, elbows, up into my shoulders and started down my back. I was diagnosed with cervical and thoracic soft tissue damage. I was in constant severe pain. Once I entered into physical therapy they discovered that my left side had a partial paralysis from the heart condition. My lower back and leg had also suffered injury.
I was a wreck, unwanted, over weight, injured and ugly. So much more was going on when my marriage went into full failure. I just wanted to sit quietly in a rocking chair, read a book, serve God, and talk to myself.
My children were grown, my real friends were busy or struggling themselves. … Momma was in the ground!
I found myself in a foreign land, with all new people. My lips were silent… I just watched and listened! I cried many broken hearted tears daily until I would fall asleep.
I never mentioned God unless asked. I wasn't in the mood for religious discussions. I had already been an ordained Minister for over 20 years prior to meeting them all.
The families who surrounded me and cared for me through my illness and despair were sent by God to make sure I lived. I could tell many wondered… "Who is this strange lady and from where had she come?" While discerning their very thoughts and various reactions towards me... I just smiled. I loved them and they loved me. I had been given a whole new family with aunts, uncles, nieces and nephews. All of their friends embraced me and added me to their hospitality.
Spiritually I was lost in a place far away from my Father's House.
Forgiveness and healing started forming in me when I realized… I had been clad in new clothes, a Robe and a Ring a Strength from above. I was no longer afraid to die. I was ARMED by God.
I was no longer a prodigal daughter but I had become a Warrior. Injured in battle I had earned my “Purple Heart!”
Author Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds Book: Yesterday I Ran Today I Am A Warrior Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Tried in The "Fire" Ministries, Inc. A Deliverance Healing Spiritual Warfare Bible Study Clinic in California. Overseer Pastor Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds
Many lives are cut short because of a lack of pure love or a real relationship with God. This produces a disobedience to His word. What I have found is that most people truly don't even know what the word of God says.... Their fellowship is a social club type of environment with no power over the devil. No genuine love for each other in these groups, in fact severe hatred and jealousy is the password to enter a church that looks nothing like God. There is only a few true churches, specks shining and gleaming in the masses of church confusion.
There are some Individuals who are teaching a form of Grace that is leaving out many truths that still rule and reign in this Kingdom life. Grace is not a blanket “FREE FOR ALL CARD”… You need to get that straight in your minds… Sin is sin and it is performed against God.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no surprise if his servants, also, disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their deeds.” So one main reason for testing the spirits and for testing all religious teaching is to see if it is truly from God or if it is a lie from Satan and his servants. Sometimes they are very subtle and may appear to look just alike.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “In My Mind (The Force)” by King
When you have LIMITED EXPERIENCE with God it reveals your LIMITED KNOWLEDGE of God... Wisdom would teach one to study more before speaking positively about God, His works and His ways.
Take the limits off of God. Puddle People stomp around in the shallow places and refuse to move up into the higher things of God.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Leave My Side” by King
The influence of the World… 2 Peter 2:20 For if after they have escaped the pollution of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, if they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the latter end is worse with them than the beginning. 21. For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them. 22. But it happened unto them according to the true proverb, the dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow (pig) that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.
Would God call you a hypocrite? Hypocrites affect the impact of the word... A hypocrite has an influential and undermining spirit... The purpose of satan is to pollute the stream and any time you muddy the water the sheep will never drink....
Referred to nearly 200 times in scripture is sheep as a type of the church, they get disturbed very easily…
What is an Absalom type spirit? They form through a person’s influence over another: Hidden alliances, hidden agendas, hidden contempt, hidden hatred, hidden revenge, hidden strategies. ALL coming from a root of bitterness... With this ROOT comes every evil work... They start recruiting the sheep and muddy the water. The sheep get weak and ultimately destroyed. Watch what is influencing You.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Podcast Music by: Dappytkeys Song - Abide In His Presence
Ladies don’t be discouraged, speak the word of God. Acts 2:21: And it shall come to pass, that “WHOSOEVER shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”
ARE YOU LADY A WHOSOEVER? Win souls for Christ. Teach, expound, inspire, exhort, lift up, go into the highways and hedges and compel men to Christ. Lay hands on the sick and watch them recover, cast out Devils.... Who needs a building or a pulpit?... I DON'T! STAND OUTSIDE IF YOU MUST. LET NO ONE FILLED WITH DOCTRINES OF MANKIND STEAL YOUR CROWN. Preach Jesus and Him crucified.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Leave My Side” by King
Most emotions are responses to perception: What you think is true about a situation. If your perception is false, then your emotional response to it will be false too. So check your perceptions, and beyond that check the truthfulness of your emotions. A paradigm - is what you believe about things.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Rent Collecta” by King
When your thoughts are not conformed unto God... You will do just about ANYTHING your mind tells you to do. That becomes dangerous territory!!! If you have SLIPPED? (the Apostle Paul says, "Take heed to yourself that you don't SLIP”… Meaning allowing the Spirit to run out like oil out of a leaking vessel or container). Allow the Spirit of God to heal your broken heart and seal those hard areas in your life.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Steak and Eggs” by King
So many of the people of God are schizophrenic. The Holy Spirit is not confused. So many have yielded their wills over to the darkness and want to believe that they are walking in the light. Your body is supposed to house the Living God... If your temple (body) looks in any manner like your earthly house, car, living space, or even your brain then you need to do something to stop the foolishness.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Be careful not to watch the horrific attacks and threats on television as though it was just another movie... Desensitization is masking Deception. Believers must discern the times and warnings. "Warnings come before destruction”… Consider your ways!
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Giants in our lives make a lot of noise... and try to hold your attention. Believe it or not we will too face the brothers of our first giant. They appear in the taunting call of sickness, diagnosis, grief, pain and agony which can bring tremendous fear and weariness. Always be teachable... Sometimes you find out that you have stuff all wrong... Humble yourself before the Lord and let all pride fall at the feet of Jesus! Age will teach you not to lock your thought processes in stone…
The blood and the name of Jesus gives us the power to come against these opposing giants in our lives. We must take the sling shot of the Word Of God and chase all enemies out of our lives... The Bible says, "Let the weak say I AM STRONG”…
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Music: Beats by King Dvyce Song - “Blame Me” by King
Iron Pyrite, Fool's Gold is a gold-colored mineral that is often mistaken for real gold. Fool's gold is also a common term used to describe any item which has been believed to be valuable to the owner, only to end up being not so. During historical periods of gold rushes, many less-than-knowledgeable miners would frequently believe that they had hit the mother lode upon finding a cache of fool's gold. Unfortunately, unlike the real thing, fool's gold is relatively worthless.
We have Fool’s Gold operating in our churches and they are holding the eyes and ears of God’s people.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
No matter how many people surround you... In many critical matters you are truly physically alone in your decisions. When you step out, did you listen to your trainer and do you remember the instructions you received? I don't wish to live with the SHOULDA, COULDA, WOULDA thoughts… Life is what you make it! You are your own worst enemy.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
The people of God are being slaughtered! How are you listening to these folk who are causing you to turn from the ALMIGHTY God and have you now following them? You have lost your anointing and lost your authority over the enemy. You have walked out of your positions and ran into nothing but folly. Your heads and minds are seasoned just enough to be chopped off and served on a platter as the meat of your sacrifice!!! The devil is a killer! He wants to destroy you. We are his TARGETS… Lambs Set For the Slaughterhouse…
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Music by: Darryl Udell, Jr. Songs - Peculiar Melodies
Technically Jesus had a Mega Ministry. The masses and MULTITUDES followed Him everywhere he went. Had he a building, land and one location they would not have been able to house the people or His followers. Jesus said, "If I be lifted up I will draw all men unto me." A Mega church is simply a church with a very large = (mega) membership in regular attendance.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Music by: Darryl Udell, Jr. Songs - Peculiar Melodies
Are you walking on your blessing? Fear alone almost robbed me of a blessing that was just sitting there waiting to be picked up. There is a possibility of receiving all of God’s abundant blessings. Don’t be scared… Pick up that Harvest!
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Music by: Darryl Udell, Jr. Songs - Peculiar Melodies
God highlighted (1) bottle of water to me... it is a test! He said, "Some people have figured out how to do everything they need to do hygienically with this (1) bottle. They wash, brush and clean with what they have.... and they are in peace."
The mission field is not just about going to church to sit on the pew all pretty and ready for a few hours of CHURCH SERVICE. Should you REALLY have a calling upon your life and found yourself on a REAL MISSION FIELD what would be the honesty of your heart? Could you pass this TEST?
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Space Cattle Song” by King
There was a tingling presence all in the car. You could feel the presence of God all, over our skin. My husband and I looked at each other and puzzled I asked, "How did we get here?" He being the driver said, "I don’t know!" We both were very startled and half asleep. I looked at the clock for some reason and only forty minutes had passed since we had left my Mom’s house.
We pulled into our driveway, stopped and just sat there trying to figure out what had just happened. We got out of the car finally, still in shock and discussing how neither of us remembered the trip.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
We had experienced a great Conference. Many blessings and healings transpired during these powerful services. Storms started to set down around us the night before we were all scheduled to return home. When we made it to the airport it was growing dark. Once we took off the plane was climbing higher and higher. The stewardess pulled out her cart, greeting and serving drinks to the passengers. All of a sudden there was a crash…
Whackkkkk! Whackkkkkkk! The plane dropped violently like something tried to snatch it out of the air. Everyone screamed in terror. The stewardess also screamed, dropped her drinks and ran to her seat to buckle in for safety. As we plunged and jerked in the lightning and winds, the stewardess did not have time to lock her cart; so it was crashing back and forth down the aisle. In a move of urgency, an Evangelist sitting next to me sat up and opened her mouth... She began to command the air in the name of Jesus!!! I am sharing with you a “Life Changing Experience.”
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
I was starting work on Monday morning, a new job in Los Angeles. The rushing began, I was not quite able to determine my travel time as of yet. So I started off on the wrong foot, I was late to work. It seemed like some great time bandit or late demon had attached itself to me. No matter what I tried, I always seemed to be rushing like a mad woman, or to quote my Mom, “Flying like a bat out of hell.” One day as I was driving fast… I had a back seat driver.
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “In My Mind (The Force)” by King
Sharing a prayer time with my friend… We were assigned to intercede for our Nation. This came forth! We are jamming the communication lines and recapturing territory for the Kingdom of God. Press, press, and persist in the OFFENSIVE. Do not go back to the sluggardly ways of the DEFENSIVE by simply holding and maintaining your ground.... God says, “Attack with His Word going before us.”
Book by: Barbara Nutt-Duffey Hammonds Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Beats by: King Dvyce Song - “Leave My Side” by King
I walked away from everything! I didn't take or steal anything as some have believed. I just left house, cars, furniture, church, marriage and relationships. The few things I took were sentimental and had belonged mostly to my deceased mother.
I had packed slowly for months and everyone knew the day I was leaving. I didn't sneak away! I said, "Farewell!"
After so many years my life as it existed was over! Never would anyone understand the state of despair in which I resided. For years I prayed to die every day! I wouldn't commit suicide because I believe in Hell. I definitely did not want to go there! I needed to go away...
Jesus tells a story called The Parable of the Prodigal Son. He left over riches… I left to Live. Suicide had haunted me from childhood.
I worked under a spawn of hell, I had a boss who tried daily to hurt me. After surviving several heart attacks, I sat in the bed terrified of death. Especially after It came so close to me. I could feel it lurking near by, one false move and it would have me bound.
When I got ill I was forced out on Workers Compensation from my 28 plus year job. I wasn't too proud to beg, so I begged them! No light duty for me, they just threw me out after I was injured.
By then my hands and arms had suffered injuries from years of repetitive motion. The injuries had spread through both hands, elbows, up into my shoulders and started down my back. I was diagnosed with cervical and thoracic soft tissue damage. I was in constant severe pain. Once I entered into physical therapy they discovered that my left side had a partial paralysis from the heart condition. My lower back and leg had also suffered injury.
I was a wreck, unwanted, over weight, injured and ugly. So much more was going on when my marriage went into full failure. I just wanted to sit quietly in a rocking chair, read a book, serve God, and talk to myself.
My children were grown, my real friends were busy or struggling themselves. … Momma was in the ground!
I found myself in a foreign land, with all new people. My lips were silent… I just watched and listened! I cried many broken hearted tears daily until I would fall asleep.
I never mentioned God unless asked. I wasn't in the mood for religious discussions. I had already been an ordained Minister for over 20 years prior to meeting them all.
The families who surrounded me and cared for me through my illness and despair were sent by God to make sure I lived. I could tell many wondered… "Who is this strange lady and from where had she come?" While discerning their very thoughts and various reactions towards me... I just smiled. I loved them and they loved me. I had been given a whole new family with aunts, uncles, nieces and nephews. All of their friends embraced me and added me to their hospitality.
Spiritually I was lost in a place far away from my Father's House.
Forgiveness and healing started forming in me when I realized… I had been clad in new clothes, a Robe and a Ring a Strength from above. I was no longer afraid to die. I was ARMED by God.
I was no longer a prodigal daughter but I had become a Warrior. Injured in battle I had earned my “Purple Heart!”
Author Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds Book: Yesterday I Ran Today I Am A Warrior Prodigal Daughter Book Series
Tried in The "Fire" Ministries, Inc. A Deliverance Healing Spiritual Warfare Bible Study Clinic in California. Overseer Pastor Barbara Nutt Duffey Hammonds
