I'm now going towards my 5th year of having lost the love of my live Pam. For most of this time I had decided life would and needed to be spent alone until the day I was called to heaven. However, something totally unexpected happened. I met a woman who has changed my life and I now look forward to the days ahead. This woman does not fit inside the proverbial "box". In fact our relationship in general does not fit inside the "box". However, it works and has become something I never expected. BTW, at the time of this being released, we have now been married 9 months and seeing the true blessings of God.