Pain, the more you feel it, the better becomes nothing. pain is undeniably the most important feeling to endure if you ever want to know the answers to your questions. pain is inevitable and that's the beauty of it, one would never go through it if it becomes avoidable and to avoid it is to advance your future grieving. it will break you but once you understand the process of it, you yourself become inevitable and ready to play it hard. there is no good in romanticising pain but understanding it at least gives you the power to deal with it and saves you from the narrative that sells like a hot cake here on the Internet side of the world.