What happens when life hands you five kids, two sets of twins back-to-back, a full-time nursing career—and then takes your mother away without warning?

In this raw and revealing conversation, Sydney shares what it’s like to raise multiples while grieving the sudden loss of the woman who raised her. We talk postpartum breakdowns in silence, the guilt of divided attention, spiritual signs from the universe, and what ego sounds like when it’s pretending to protect you.

This isn’t a story about chaos. It’s about the kind of quiet strength that emerges when no one else is coming to carry it for you.

Topics include:
– Grieving while parenting
– Two twin pregnancies only 10 months apart
– Self-trust and breaking emotional cycles
– Redefining what strength looks like
– Motherhood, identity, and letting go of perfection

If you’ve ever felt like you’re supposed to hold it all together when everything inside you is breaking—this episode is for you.