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Through My Looking Glass
Pauline Anderson (sister FAbu)
98 episodes
4 days ago
My name is Pauline (Sister Fabu). I am a reality poet. Being a woman who survived abuse homelessness, brought me here. Through this podcast, I will share my poetry, short stories and pieces of my memoir. I will ask you to share your experiences with me. We will find strength through each other. When someone asks me, how are you? I learn not just to say I am fine. I think in the moment of how I am feeling. In this moment, “I am standing on a mountain top smiling with my harms open wide, eyes closed feeling the soft breeze on my face”. Please listen, share, and feel your “How are you”?
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My name is Pauline (Sister Fabu). I am a reality poet. Being a woman who survived abuse homelessness, brought me here. Through this podcast, I will share my poetry, short stories and pieces of my memoir. I will ask you to share your experiences with me. We will find strength through each other. When someone asks me, how are you? I learn not just to say I am fine. I think in the moment of how I am feeling. In this moment, “I am standing on a mountain top smiling with my harms open wide, eyes closed feeling the soft breeze on my face”. Please listen, share, and feel your “How are you”?
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Through My Looking Glass
not depending on anyone for your love and happiness

We have to love ourselves and know that if anyone say they love you, that is a second or third. It should now make or break us. We do not have to say now we are loved because we already love ourselves.

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1 year ago
25 minutes 1 second

Through My Looking Glass
What are some of the positive choices we need to make to heal and stay mentally safe?

Some of the things we must remember is,     1. We are somebody

2.    We are important

3.    We are not defined by the negative ways other define us

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1 year ago
50 minutes 59 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
why do so many of us define ourself by our past instead of allowing it to refine us.

Is the holiday stress we are putting on ourselves worth it?

How is it worth it? Most important, will we recover. 

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1 year ago
26 minutes 27 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
What is the one of the most painful things someone told you about yourself

As we go through live some people get joy in telling other things like, You too black. You are fat. You do not dress right

You not good enough. You will never turn out to be anything. No one will ever love someone like you. You are not the right type. You do not know how to do that.

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1 year ago
29 minutes 35 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Ways to lessing our pain

We all have two things in common. We are born and we die. Somewhere between birth and death we all feel pain. Some of us feel more pain than other. Some of our closest family and friends can cause us more physical and psychological pain than they should. Pain hurts no matter what kind. We need to give ourself some self-love. Giving ourself self-love can help us to see the warning sings. See thing that does not feel right and get us ready to say NO! and step away. We need to find ways to lessing our pain.

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2 years ago
26 minutes 1 second

Through My Looking Glass
Some of the reasons why loving yourself is important.

Loving yourself is important in everyday life. it makes us heather. We learn to have less expectation of others. What are some of your reasons for loving yourself?.

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2 years ago
18 minutes 39 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Why is mental health important?

The first step to a good mental health is to be honest with ourselves about what we are feeling and what you are looking to change.

Every day, we will likely face something that is out of your control. Our well-being shapes how we engage with it and how well we come out on the other side.  Take it day by day and we should always give ourselfsoe self love.

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2 years ago
25 minutes 8 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Make peace with things that is past


Weather we are an abuser, a victim, or a survivor, we all need self-love, and we all need support.

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2 years ago
18 minutes 51 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
The Invisible monster

According to the CDC, 124 people die from gun violence every day and even more sustain non-fatal injuries. From my experiences it is that invisible monster that exist in all of us. From a young age. If we do not learn to control it, it will control us. The sad thing is this monster are born  when we are at our weakest point.  I believe it exist in all of us

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2 years ago
31 minutes 10 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Teen Depression

According to the CDC: Over 1 in 10 youth in the U.S. are experiencing depression that is severely impairing their ability to function at school or work, at home, with family, or in  their social life. 16.39% of youth (age 12-17) report suffering from at least one major depressive episode (MDE) in the past year. 11.5% of youth (over 2.7 million youth) are experiencing severe major depression.


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2 years ago
38 minutes 21 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Surviving the trauma and stereotyping of our own people

Blach History Month is a time to take a deeper look into ourselves. what are we and what can we do to make this world a better place for the next generation.  why is it that we treat each other better than other race treats us. we are all one. we need to love each other.

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2 years ago
22 minutes 45 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Lightening our mental load by making necessary changes in what we do in life.

Self-love should be our most import responsibility.  It is through self love will we see the things around us that is holding us down. Are we doing too much for other and not taking care of ourself.  Is our mental help suffering?

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2 years ago
24 minutes 2 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
How not having expectations of others helped to avoid confusion, and disappointment

People no matter how close you are to them will disappoint you. It is for us to be prepare that it happens. It is part of life, but it should not be. We need to be responsible for ourselves. We are in control of ourselves. 

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2 years ago
22 minutes 22 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Staying safe and making positive choices will help us make It through each day.


This upcoming holiday. It is one of the most dangerous times of the year for victim and survivors. Over 97,700 died from overdose mostly accidently. Opioids are a factor in 7 out of every 10 or 72% of those overdose deaths. Many commits suicide this time of the year than any other time.  By making positive choices, we will make it through the rest of the holiday and after.

We should congratulate ourselves then use the positive we learn to help us through the end of the year. Better days are come. Take deep breath. Count to ten.

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2 years ago
23 minutes 54 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Is this upcoming holiday worth the fuss?

So lets think, if we have family, mother, father, sister, brother, children, etc.  All they need is to know we love them and will spend time with them. Love and time is worth more than gold. I recall the old days when we would give handmade gifts. Calling a person who is lonely once a week is worth more than trying to fine money to give that person a onetime twenty-dollar gift. This is a time for self-love so we will survive this joyful but dangerous time a year.

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2 years ago
25 minutes 48 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Self-love surviving the upcoming holiday

Surviving the holiday can be a challenge.  we need to figure out what to do  to keep ourself in a positive mode. Lets enjoy the holiday by first give ourselves some self-love. 

pay attention to the tings and people that can cause a trigger. 

Is it not going to parties?

Is it not being around certain people or going to certain places 

Is it not eating certain food

Do you know what to do when one creeps up on you

always money cannot buy love and happiness


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2 years ago
29 minutes 11 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Part 4 self-evaluation, The Work Preference Inventory

This week part four is based on doing a self-evaluation using The Work Preference Inventory. It is taken from the Journal of Personality and Social psychology.  In doing this evaluation I found myself looking at myself in ways I have not before. I am making better choices. I found things I need to work on and things I am very proud of myself about.  Please join me in taking this. You will be surprised. If you have not done part 1-3. Please go back to my last three episode and do it. You will be happy you did it.

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2 years ago
31 minutes 1 second

Through My Looking Glass
Part 3 self-evaluation. Questions taken from the Desirability of control scale

Come join me for in doing part three of a self-evaluation. This week I took thirteen questions from the Desirability of Control scale. It was developed to measure individual differences in the level of motivation to control the event in one life. It is always good to evaluate ourself.

In doing this self evaluation we need to think about ourself only.  As victims and survivors we sometime forget how powerful we are. We must always remember we are in control of ourselves. We are the only one that can make decision as to the choices we make. It could be as simple as laughing at a joke orat difficult as choosing to something we do not want to do but does it because other are doing it or say we should do it.


Always remember you are loved.

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2 years ago
25 minutes 43 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Part 2 of self-evaluation/ Domestic violence awareness month lets raise our voices

 Doing this self-evaluation has helped me to be more positive about me. I have finding things i need to work on for me and things to let go. 

Being a survivor, domestic violence is always something i raise my voice about. October is domestic violence awareness month lets all raise our voices and support. 

According to the NNEDV "Domestic violence thrives when we are silent. 1 in 7 women, children and men are affected by domestic violence. It impacts people of all races, ages, sexual orientations, religions, genders, socioeconomic backgrounds, and education levels. Yet over half of domestic violence cases go unreported while survivors suffer in silence and remain stuck in the cycle of abuse. The results can be deadly: according to NNEDV, nationwide, an average of 3 women are killed by a current or former intimate partner every day." 

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3 years ago
26 minutes 56 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
Choices/Fear of Negative Evaluation Scale

As Victims and survivors, we often think the worst of ourselves. Over the next four weeks, I will ask you to join me in doing a self-Evaluation.  This week I will do the "Fear of Negative Evaluation Scale. (This was taken from the Journal of Consulting Clinical Psychology) 

Come join me next week. I will be doing the "Need Assessment Questionnaire"  It contain statements that may describe the type of things we may like to do.

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3 years ago
21 minutes 46 seconds

Through My Looking Glass
My name is Pauline (Sister Fabu). I am a reality poet. Being a woman who survived abuse homelessness, brought me here. Through this podcast, I will share my poetry, short stories and pieces of my memoir. I will ask you to share your experiences with me. We will find strength through each other. When someone asks me, how are you? I learn not just to say I am fine. I think in the moment of how I am feeling. In this moment, “I am standing on a mountain top smiling with my harms open wide, eyes closed feeling the soft breeze on my face”. Please listen, share, and feel your “How are you”?