Abby shares her background, including being adopted from Russia and growing up in a loving American family. She discusses the challenges she faced in the orphanage and the impact it had on her development. Abby opens up about her struggles with borderline personality disorder (BPD) and body dysmorphia. She talks about the impulsive and risky behaviors associated with BPD, including hypersexuality and self-harm. Abby also shares her experiences with suicidal ideation and attempts, as well as her journey towards self-discovery and finding purpose in life. The conversation explores the struggles of navigating mental health issues, finding joy amidst suffering, and the search for identity and purpose. The Suicide Monk shares his experience of learning to navigate anger and rage as an adult, finding beauty in suffering, and experiencing joy in the midst of extreme suffering. Abby discusses her struggles with borderline personality disorder (BPD), the intense emotional roller coaster of BPD, and the chronic feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness. They also touch on the topics of medication, psychedelic therapy, and the importance of self-reflection and helping others. The conversation explores the themes of finding hope and support in the midst of struggle, the power of connection and community, and the importance of self-care and finding moments of peace. The Suicide Monk shares his journey of overcoming suicidal thoughts and finding strength in helping others. Abby discusses her own struggles with mental health and the impact of having someone walk alongside her. Both emphasize the importance of being seen and heard, and the power of offering support and understanding to others. In this part of the conversation, Abby and The Suicide Monk discuss their personal experiences with suicidal thoughts and the importance of having supportive relationships. They talk about the impact of friendships and how some relationships can be toxic. They also touch on the stigma surrounding mental health and the need for society to embrace and support those with mental health issues. The conversation concludes with a discussion about the potential benefits of alternative treatments, such as psychedelic therapy, in rewiring the brain and finding peace. In this final part of the conversation, Abby and The Suicide Monk discuss the challenges of living without codependency and the fear of relapse. They explore the importance of self-love and acceptance, as well as the need for tools and support systems to navigate difficult moments. The Suicide Monk offers his availability as a friend and ally, emphasizing the value of community and sanctuary. The conversation ends on a positive note, with Abby expressing gratitude for the discussion and the impact it has had on her.

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