You served your mission.

You gave everything.

So why do you still feel broken?

In this no-BS episode, I open up about my experience with masturbation, porn, and sex after the mission—and the shame spiral that almost destroyed me.

If you’ve ever thought:

“Why do I still mess up?”

• “Am I addicted… or just lonely?”

• “Is God still with me after all this?”

This episode is for you.

I break down:

✅ What sexual urges are actually trying to tell you

✅ Why suppression never works long term

✅ How to start forgiving yourself without giving up your values

This isn’t for the perfect RM.

It’s for the one still searching for peace.

🎧 Listen now.

You’re not alone.

And you’re not broken.