The Permutation sometimes on https://twitch.tv/thepermutation https://hearthis.at/thepermutation Join us @ Discord https://discord.gg/WsjfTtgcdK The Signal is Lost in Space! Time to permutate! Dear fellows, this is Messenger. You might wonder why my output of DJ sets has slowed down lately. The reason is simple — and a little sad. Over the past decade, I was caught in a toxic dynamic with someone I once called a friend. He turned out to be a covert narcissist. While I’ve dealt with overt narcissism before, the covert type is much harder to detect — and even harder to escape. Long story short: I never gave in to the manipulation, but it left its marks. I went through a severe depressive episode and lost touch with the joy I used to feel — in life, in music, in everything. Now, I’m slowly finding my way back. As part of this process, I wrote a book about narcissism, which will be published soon. (In German Language) This mix is part of that healing journey. It’s not about revenge — it’s about truth, clarity, and transformation. Enjoy the ride. – Messenger