The week after a life-altering Whipple surgery was a gut punch of pain and relentless discomfort. In this episode, we navigate what it feels like to be in "full survival mode," where every breath is a conscious effort. Hear about a raw moment of thanks after receiving the first news of a successful procedure. The recovery journey continues with a vivid description of organs adjusting "like strangers in an elevator" and a new reality ruled by urgent bathroom runs. As a new phase of treatment begins, listen as a raw and personal decision is made in front of a mirror—an act that feels like both taking control and surrendering.