Last month, I was meant to sit in ceremony
I’d been preparing for the past 9 days
Mentally, I was preparing for a deep journey with a medicine that had once blown my world open
Physically I was on a dieta for 9 days. Clean eating, no meat or fish, sugar, salt spices or caffeine
Spiritually, I was preparing for a deep process with the medicine that I had to learn to trust again after a world shattering experience 3 years ago
Emotionally I was being tested on several challenges but I was really ready to receive a journey after giving all week.
I took a breath, showered, dressed in white and made my way to the ceremony space.
When the fascilitator told me she didn’t want me joining in the ceremony just before it started because it was full moon and the energy of my bleed was too much for the space and I would bring ‘bad energy’ to the other ceremony participants as she continued to set up the space… left me feeling angry, frustrated, disgusted and fired up all at once!
Being dismissed from a sacred space because I’m bleeding? It’s 2024 and you are woman telling me my blood brings bad energy to your space?
Sister if you can’t look me in the eye and tell me sister to sister, womb to womb that I am sacred, my blood is my power and my energy is a gift then you can’t call yourself a medicine woman because you are completely blind the the medicine of a woman when she is on her bleed.
She is power
She is creatix
She is warrior
She is life
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