In this raw and deeply personal episode, Fernanda opens up about her journey from New Age spirituality and self-help practices to full surrender to Jesus Christ. Through moments of unraveling, loss, and unexpected revelation, she shares how she went from trying to manifest her dream life to discovering a peace that can’t be manufactured—only received.

If you've ever reached a point where self-development just isn’t enough, or you’re feeling the nudge for something deeper, this episode offers a powerful, honest reflection on what it truly means to let go of control and trust in something greater.

This isn't a lecture—it's an invitation. One that might just change everything.

✨ Topics Covered

✅ What manufactured surrender looks like vs. biblical surrender
✅ The illusion of control in self-help and manifestation culture
✅ Why "following your truth" eventually leads to burnout
✅ The discomfort of walking a countercultural spiritual path
✅ The scriptures that anchor true peace and trust in God
✅ Why surrendering to Jesus isn’t giving up—it’s coming home
✅ Encouragement for skeptics, seekers, and those in transition

🧠 Key Takeaways & Reflections

📌 Control is rooted in fear. We try to control outcomes because we’re afraid—of failing, of not being enough, of being abandoned. But freedom comes when we hand it all over to the One who sees what we can’t.

📌 Resistance creates suffering. Letting go isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. When we stop fighting life, we make space for rest, peace, and God’s redirection.

📌 You don’t need to have it all figured out. Scripture reminds us: God isn’t looking for perfection—just a mustard seed of faith and a willing heart.

📌 You were made for more. Culture teaches conformity. Jesus calls us to transformation. You’re not here to fit in—you’re here to be free.

🙏 Resources & Next Steps

📖 Want to start reading the Bible?
Start with the Book of John. Ask God to open the eyes of your heart before you read.

🕊️ Say a simple prayer like:
“God, I don’t know everything. But I want to know You. Help me see what’s true.”

📱 Helpful tools for understanding the Bible:

• The Bible App (YouVersion) – Devotionals, reading plans, and multiple translations

• The Bible Project (YouTube) – Animated video guides to each book of the Bible

• Blue Letter Bible – Original language word studies & deeper verse analysis

• Bible in One Year with Nicky Gumbel – Guided daily devotional readings.

  
  

  💌 Let’s Connect

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