In this heartfelt Thanksgiving special, Howard opens up about his profound experience at Eleusinia retreat. He reflects on the powerful contrast between the 8-day and 5-day retreats, and how both played pivotal roles in his personal metamorphosis over the past year. Through this vulnerable and inspiring conversation, Howard explores the deep pull many of us feel—whether it’s struggling with mental health, chronic pain, or simply grappling with the existential question, “Is this all there is?”

For Howard, Eleusinia was the key to unlocking that itch, revealing a new world of self-confidence, clarity, and a shift in perspective that completely transformed his life. He shares the courage he found to realize that nothing can hold you back from living a beautiful life—except yourself.

Join us for this special episode, as Howard shows us how facing the unknown with openness and trust can lead to the most powerful kind of freedom: the freedom to truly be yourself.