Content Warning: This episode contains discussion of homophobia and discrimination, which some may find offensive. Listener discretion is advised.

For 38 years, Dougie Morgan served in the British Army; respected on operations, but haunted by a secret he couldn’t share. Behind the discipline and duty was a man forced to hide his identity in an institution where being gay once meant risking everything.

In this powerful and deeply personal episode, Lindsay MacDuff, the Culture Colonel, speaks with Dougie about life under the military’s pre-2000 ban on homosexuality. 

Dougie opens up about the toll of living a double life, the behavioural challenges that masked his inner turmoil, and the long journey toward self-acceptance. He reflects on the emotional cost of secrecy, the impact of systemic discrimination, and the liberation - albeit late - that came with being honest about who he is.

Until recently (April 2025), through his work with Fighting With Pride, Dougie supported other LGBTQ+ veterans and helped build a more inclusive Armed Forces. His story is a reminder that authenticity is a human right, and that healing is possible, even after decades of silence.

A brave, compassionate conversation about identity, belonging, and the ongoing work to ensure that no one in uniform has to hide who they are.

We know there are more stories to be told, like Dougie's. If you're willing to share - email us at TheCultureColonel@bfbs.com

Find out more about Fighting with Pride by visiting https://www.fightingwithpride.org.uk/

And you can follow Dougie on Linked in: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dougie-morgan-4803a6331/?originalSubdomain=uk

Follow the Culture Colonel himself, Lindsay on LinkedIn: linkedin.com/in/lindsay-macduff 

and on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lindsaymacduff/

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