You spend a lot of energy trying to look like you’ve got it all together, strong, competent, impressive. But deep down, you know the cracks are there, and the pressure to keep performing can be exhausting. As we celebrate the Crossing's 13th birthday, we look at a guy named Paul who decided to stop pretending and instead put his weakness on full display, and in doing so, found real freedom and power. It is a story that reminds us that the church is not just another place where you have to fake it till you make it.