My spiritual awakening is something I will forever be grateful for. In many ways, this feels like I've escaped the "Matrix." It wasn't easy at first but over time working with a therapist has given me the confidence to embrace all the different parts of myself and my values.

My creative awakening has allowed me to express myself in ways I never imagined possible. I've started experimenting with painting, black-and-white photography, and writing as a daily hobby. I feel very happy when I get to do these activities. I feel like my mind and soul expand each time I reconnect with myself. I feel like a portal opens when I pursue my creative passions. Fashion has been another way for me to express my creative awakening. Each outfit is an opportunity for me to experiment, explore and discover the breadth of my creativity.

I've also reconnected with my old hobbies such as tennis, soccer, basketball, and competitive volleyball. I feel younger again. I am also listening to music and going back to some of my favorite fashion trends 10 years ago. I love Lady Gaga, Alexander McQueen, and Avril Lavigne. These visionaries created works based on truth, justice, and being yourself all the time. They had the confidence and audacity to be themselves which I admire.

My hobbies are an expression of my inner world and the way I feel on the inside reflects on how I dress. I hope this episode inspires you to embrace your own uniqueness and be unapologetic about who you are and who you want to be.