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Tapasya Loading, is a safe space to attempt honest, raw and authentic conversation in homage to the ancient act of stoking a sacred fire. Hosted by Musician/Educator T.L.Mazumdar, it pays proverbial homage to the ancient act of burning fear away with love and joy by inviting raw and authentic conversations and exchanges with fellow artists and path-breakers.
Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)
Tapasya Loading
32 minutes
1 week ago
Why Artists Stay in Unstable Systems (Even When It Hurts)
You play the gig. You get the praise. Then silence. You send the pitch. No reply. Then—out of nowhere—a playlist bite.
Enough to keep you hooked. Not enough to feel whole.
This episode is about a subtle but powerful loop most artists find themselves in without even realizing it:
**Intermittent reinforcement**—a reward system rooted in the nervous system, mirrored in the music industry, and normalized in relationships, rehearsal rooms, and even digital platforms.
In this solo episode, I explore:
– What intermittent reinforcement actually is (beyond pop psych) – How it shows up in artist careers through gigs, praise, playlists, and power dynamics – Why our nervous systems get addicted to “maybe” – How scenes like *Whiplash* aren’t just cinema—they’re memory – And what a healthier, rhythm-based alternative could look like
This one’s personal. For every artist who’s confused their grind for devotion.
For every creator who's stayed too long because something *almost* happened once.
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Tapasya Loading
Tapasya Loading, is a safe space to attempt honest, raw and authentic conversation in homage to the ancient act of stoking a sacred fire. Hosted by Musician/Educator T.L.Mazumdar, it pays proverbial homage to the ancient act of burning fear away with love and joy by inviting raw and authentic conversations and exchanges with fellow artists and path-breakers.