In almost an hour long episode, I will be sharing a lot of my inner thoughts. This is almost 5 years in the making. I realized that my social anxiety was getting in the way of my own personal growth. I was scared to make another step toward my goal to become independent and start my goals because I thought of people's ideas on me and my plans.
Two things that I ask myself now in making big decisions and also some of my social interactions:
The second question is still thinking about other people, yes. However, this is a huge difference against thinking "how the people around me think of what I'm about to do?". Now, it is just a proper social awareness to consider that you have no intentions of hurting anyone and that it generally is still within the social norms and morality. Ha ha!
If you want to understand these better, listen to today's episode as I talk to you about how awkward I was and how I literally tried to become detached. The moments that it just donned on me that I can't be like that anymore. I want to be a highly functional person in this society. I need to change.
I hope this gives you comfort that you are not alone. There is another person out there, struggling and also continuously fighting.
