In this second episode of Taboo Transmission, I share the grief I never saw coming.

This story traces the day everything changed — the unexpected loss of someone I hadn’t spoken to in over a decade, the unraveling that followed, and the deeper truth I discovered underneath the pain. This episode explores:

• The energetic rupture I felt before I even knew what happened
• Guilt, estrangement, and the grief that doesn’t follow logic
• How I came to realize the deeper connection we shared — and the journey it began

If you've ever questioned why a loss hit harder than it should have — or felt grief that didn’t make sense on paper — this episode might speak to something you’ve never said out loud.

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🎧 Credits

Original intro music by Attic Sloths – thank you for the sound that sets this space.