I have been deeply honoured to be a part of not only Eva's personal growth and spiritual journey, but her journey into motherhood.
I can't tell you how amazing her journey has been and what you hear or see here in this episode are her looking back on her journey. It has been incredible to watch her self belief, self trust and confidence grow. Her ability to surrender and trust was such a pivotal point of all her breakthroughs. That was the moment she embraced everything and recognised who she really was.
Throughout her journey she continued to trust even though she battled fertility problems and IVF for 10 years, and finally a miracle happened.
This is episode is dedicated to their son, who I hope one day realises the courageous journey his parents went through to bring him into this world.
00:00 – “I couldn’t feel anything.”
Eva describes feeling numb, confused, and unsure of how to connect to her emotions.
“I didn’t know how to cry… it just didn’t come. I couldn’t feel anything.”
03:00 – “I was doing all the spiritual things.”
She shares how she was stuck in spiritual bypassing without even realising it.
“Journaling, breath work, all the things. I was doing it all… but nothing was changing.”
06:00 – “And then you said you wanted to work with my husband…”
Eva recounts first seeing Sunita speak and the unexpected shift that followed.
"You said, I need to work with him first. And I was like, huh? But something clicked.”
08:00 – “My fertility journey cracked me open.”
The pain of not falling pregnant brought her face-to-face with deeper emotional blocks.
“It cracked me open… because I had no emotional release. I was holding so much.”
11:00 – “It was all in my head.”
Eva realised she’d been intellectualising healing instead of embodying it.
“I was spiritual, but it was all in my head. I’d never let myself feel it.”
14:00 – “I let myself sit in it.”
She stopped running from her emotions and let them move through her.
“I felt rage. Sadness. Grief. And I didn’t push it away. I let it happen.”
16:30 – “I finally cried. Properly cried.”
This moment marked the beginning of her reconnection and release.
“It was the first time I actually cried and didn’t shut it down. It all came out.”
18:00 – “Now I know what’s mine—and what’s not.”
Eva reflects on the freedom and clarity she now feels in her body and mind.
“I can feel the difference now. What’s mine. What I want. What’s not for me.”
Final words from me:
I hope that Eva's journey has inspired you to see that behind every challenge is the opportunity to learn and grow. And as Eva said, surrendering IS the moment when everything changes.
I would love to hear your comments and feedback, feel free to DM me about your journey too, Sunita
Eva’s Journey