on this episode, there is nothing scripted. let's talk like humans and catch up after a LONG intermission. i know its been a while, trust me i feel guilty af. i love this podcast and all of the blood, sweat and tears i put into creating it. its a passion, not just a hobby. but i have to be honest, i wanted to create a safe and transparent space for everyone and i haven't been feeling safe at all with my thoughts and a bit ashamed to be fully transparent. i realised i was contradicting the entire reason for this platform and i decided i need to be more transparent with everyone and stop avoiding social media fully. i kept waiting for the moment when everything in my life is "more perfect" so i can actually advise people and then have a voice, but that doesn't exist. that won't ever come because life is life and there will always be something. i am working on being more open and asking for help everyday, and so far its been difficult but i am making some progress. it isn't the easiest time for me emotionally but i want to be more open about it and not hide and talk about some life updates and learnings in the process. so here's a not very exciting but realistic life update. love you babes xx