I don't know if I told you this before, but this roller coaster you on will require lots of adapting, multiple times, about multiple things, on multiple levels. Know that this is a great thing that takes place because nothing is permanent and you want to be able to adjust when the need arise so you don't stress yourself out. Remember, you can only focus on things that you can genuinely do something about, everything else is trivial. 

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