Asking yourself this question, you’ve come up with answers that originate from religion or that are religious in nature. Things come to mind like, God wants you to go to church, to pray more, or to forgive and forget and be nice to those people that are cruel, hateful, and intolerable. You have been told that what God wants is for you to live the life of a good Christian. To be a woman or man of God. To read the Bible and model your life after it. To be more like Jesus, or King David, Elijah, Moses, etc. I believe what your religion is telling you God wants from you is incorrect.