Imagine the first scene of Gossip Girl. Serena on the train, "Young Folks" playing, that look so expressionless it could fit into any situation. Now replace Serena with a guy with curly hair and round glasses, New York with Rotterdam, "Young Folks" with "Run Away With Me," and an empty look with one of "what the hell am I doing with my life?" Well, that was me a few months ago when the idea for this podcast started to take shape.

But I wasn't sad, mad, frustrated. On one hand, I felt incredibly grateful to be where I am today. On the other hand, it felt like something was missing. Like a beautiful puzzle where the last piece is somewhere out there, waiting to be found. Beautiful but incomplete.

The other times I felt this way, I simply ignored it and carried on with life. But this time, my curiosity was bigger than my fear. I decided to embrace the uncertainty and investigate. I had a clue as to where this missing piece might be. I just needed to try.

If you've ever felt the same way, welcome, this episode is for you. For us. For our eagerness to find the missing piece.

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