Intuition: the ability to understand something immediately, without needing conscious reasoning.
What would you do if things you knew as a kid started to come true? Would you freak out, or would you keep your cool? How I live my life has continuously taken me on one uniquely tailored journey after another. The last time I press record, I was at a point yet again where I knew some things needed to fall off, be moved around, etc, all for my new desires and manifestations that I felt coming. It's been five months since then.... and I now know what I needed to make room for.
What I have been prepping myself for all this time.
I feel I’ve been hyper-focused on ensuring I’d be emotionally, mentally, and spiritually ready for the day I lost my mother. It’s been two months since I got the phone call about my mother’s passing. And I’m buggin’ because how she passed, is precisely how I always feared she would. She died alone. So my heart is heavy right now people.
In The Rebirth Episode, I talked about my mother's mental illness being one of the main reasons I focus heavily on self-care and mental health awareness. And today, I’m glad I’ve taken this path because I don’t know what I would’ve done with these feelings. The matriarchs in my family pass on so young—all in their mid-60s. That's too young! I have to break this chain, too.
Today is 11/22/22. It marks the second anniversary of opening my business, SHAMELESS AVE, and the moment I decided to open up and start sharing my story. Everything is connected; everything I do has meaning. Though I may not always be able to see the end goal in perfect detail, I know the feelings I have always lead me and prepare me to be ready, to be ready, to be ready for whatever.