When we lose a child, we are confronted with how dark and tragic life can become in one moment of time, because we have lived through it.   The rest of the world knows this too, intellectually, but now that we have gone through the worst, it's hard to trust life again.    The fear of another phone call or knock on the door can be stifling.    It's important to acknowledge and manage our fear of what lies ahead and also stand strong in our resilience at the same time and that is what today's episode is about.