After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this conversation, Emily Killeen shares her harrowing experience with alcohol and substance abuse, detailing the insanity of drinking while on Antabuse, the escalation from ecstasy to alcohol, and the dire consequences that led her to seek help. Her story highlights the struggles of addiction and the importance of recognizing when to ask for support.Emily Killeen is a spiritual yoga teacher, wellness forward sobriety coach and hosts epic alcohol-free retreats and events.
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