After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this heartfelt conversation, Ryan and Rachel celebrate their milestones in sobriety, reflecting on their journeys, the challenges they've faced, and the growth they've experienced. They discuss the importance of support systems, building healthy relationships, and establishing routines that promote well-being. The conversation emphasizes the power of community in recovery and the transformative nature of sobriety, highlighting the joy and fulfillment that comes from living an honest and sober life.