After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.
After 18 years of drinking, countless blackouts, arrests, and hospital stays, I finally hit my bottom—and started to climb. This podcast is about what it really looks like to get sober. No sugarcoating. No step-by-step manual. Just honest conversations about addiction, recovery, relapse, and everything in between. If you’ve struggled, if someone you love is struggling, or if you just want to understand the chaos behind the bottle—this is for you. Let’s talk about what happens after rock bottom.

In this episode of Rock Bottom with Ryan, Amber shares her powerful journey of survival, resilience, and transformation. Exposed to alcohol at a very young age and enduring repeated experiences of trauma, Amber struggled for years with addiction to alcohol and other substances. After countless rock bottoms, she finally reached a moment of clarity and chose a new path. Now, with over seven years of sobriety, Amber has dedicated her life to helping others heal—working with people living with CPTSD and guiding others as a self-confidence and self-love coach. Her story is one of pain turned into purpose, and proof that recovery can lead not just to survival, but to thriving.