Kick Gurry reads a story he last performed 25 years ago — and it still hits hard. Violence, Vulnerability, Yellow Pages Commercials, Sean Penn, and what it takes to be an actor.

Rule of Thumb is split into two parts. This is Part 1.

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Detailed Music Credits

"Far and Wide" by Soundlab Music, "Texas Plains" by Arcadian Sounds, "Brer Krille", "Ballast", "Stipple", "Golden Grass", "Collecting Samples" and "Pintle" by Blue Dot Sessions "Tense Drums" by Philip Okerstrom and Damian Mason, "Vengeful" by Blue Dot Sessions, "New PJ Harvey" by Philip Okerstrom and Damian Mason, "Deranged" by Matthew Creid,  "An Oldly Formal Dance" by Blue Dot Sessions, "Ambient Rhythmic" by Damian Mason, "Sole Companion" by Blue Dot Sessions, "Minimalist Touch" by Ali Goldstein, "Intro" and "Heartless" by Philip Okerstrom, "Landscape" by Matthew Creid

Subject Matter Key Words: Violence aganist women, alcohol abuse, masculinity, Apprehended Violence Order, guns.

Note: This episode contains a lot of swear words.

Detailed Episode Description:
This episode of Real Made Up Stories blends fiction and reflection, pairing a raw short story about domestic violence with a candid conversation. The conversation starts with exploring how the Real Made Up Story came to be, moves on to how Kick came to be involved in the creation of the story: what things were on his mind when he decided to work on the story and then delivers some reflections about pain, masculinity and violence.

The Rule of Thumb fictional story detailed description:
Tom wakes up on the side of the road near an intersection, not sure how he got there. Living in a small rural town, Tom is a young man whose days are a haze of alcohol and frustration. In his pocket he has an apprehended violence order (AVO) taken out against him by his ex girlfriend Danielle. He hitches a ride back into town and goes to the pub where catches up with his mate Callum, whose casual misogyny feeds Tom’s bitterness. Tom shows Callum the AVO. And when Callum asks him what he is going to do about it, Tom reacts with "I will blow her f**ken head off. The mention of a gun plants a seed in Tom’s mind — an idea that festers as the bourbon flows. That night, he visits his father, lying to his father about wanting to borrow a rifle for a weekend hunt. He wants to know how to get the gun from the gun safe. When he has the information he needs he starts to go. But his father stops him with a gift: a bullet on a leather necklace, passed down through generations as a superstition against death. Tom is surprised by the gift but when he leaves he keeps on with his mission and goes to retrieve the rifle. He goes to Danielle’s house. He waits in the shadows, waiting for Danielle to come home. But suddenly memories push through the alcoholic fog. He remembers the incident that lead Danielle to take an apprehended violece order out against him, how he dragged her from the door when she wouldn't let him come into the house and choked her on the hard driveway.  When Danielle arrives home Tom has come to some sort of sense. He let's Danielle get safely inside and then runs off into the fields behind the houses, unsure of where he is going but knowing he needs to get far away. (The story will continue in the next episode: Rule of Thumb (part 2)


Kick's conversation with host Phil covers these stories:

Early hustle, say-yes-to-everything phase Kick...