In this conversation, Hillary shares her deeply personal journey through childhood trauma, family dynamics, and the impact of loss. She reflects on her relationship with her mother, the challenges of growing up in a dysfunctional family, and the struggles of navigating her identity as a queer individual. Through vulnerability and honesty, Hillary discusses the importance of therapy, the weight of shame and guilt, and the resilience required to heal and embrace her true self. In this conversation, Hillary shares her profound journey through crippling anxiety, panic attacks, and the transformative power of therapy and medication, including ketamine. She discusses her experiences with EMDR therapy, the challenges of managing autoimmune diseases, and the importance of building deep connections within the LGBTQ+ community. The dialogue emphasizes resilience, healing, and the significance of sharing personal stories to foster understanding and support.