In this solo episode of "Please Hold, I'm Mothering," I open up about the rollercoaster of balancing work and family life as my little one approaches his first birthday. It's a journey filled with emotional highs and lows as I explore childcare options, from nannies to daycares, and grapple with the bittersweet feelings of sharing bedtime duties. Join me as I candidly discuss the challenges of finding the right childcare fit, the tug-of-war between needing help and feeling guilty for asking, and the joy of watching my child grow. This episode is a heartfelt reminder that if you're navigating similar transitions, you're not alone. Let's share this journey together, with all its messiness and beauty.