From falling in love with football to losing the fun in it. An open and honest journey through Ryans Academy journey.  Ryan opens up on how uncertain you can feel moving through the academy set up. Whats it really like when you cant form a bond with the people in charge of your improvement as a player.  emotions are powerful, how you feel links to your performance and the emotional rollercoaster Ryan went on shines through in this episode.  some times the enviroment you get sucked into stops you from doing what you want to do which is stop and move on to the next thinking.  The takeaway form this episode is that if you want to coach you have to look at things from multiple perspectives and adopt a different approach for each person.