In this episode of Outnumbered by Chaos, we’re talking about the bittersweet beauty of grief — how it breaks us open and, somehow, makes more room for joy. When Michelle Rigden’s husband Gareth was diagnosed with terminal cancer, life as she knew it changed overnight. But instead of letting grief destroy her, Michelle chose something radical — she chose gratitude, even in the face of loss.
Through her story of love, loss, and unexpected new beginnings, Michelle shares what it looked like to live fully, love deeply, and find joy after grief without erasing the pain. We talk about the raw reality of healing after loss, how grief reshapes your identity, and why choosing to celebrate life—even in the hardest moments—changes everything.
In this episode, you’ll learn:
How to embrace both grief and gratitude without guilt.
Why finding purpose after loss isn’t about moving on — it’s about moving forward with love.
How life after loss can still be full of laughter, hope, and new dreams.
The beauty of honoring a loved one by living well, even while carrying their memory with you.
If you are walking through fresh grief, learning how to navigate life after loss, or wondering if joy is even possible after your world has fallen apart, this conversation is for you.
As part of this Christian lifestyle blog and faith-based journey, we explore how grief, love, faith, and new life are more connected than we often realize. Tune in for encouragement, real stories, and the reminder that even in sorrow, beauty still rises.