Send me a tip via PayPal! notanotherwhitegay@gmail.com Follow me on social media ↪ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@justinmatters.mp4 ↪ Instagram: https://instagram.com/justinmatters.mp4 ↪ Linktree: https://linktr.ee/justinmatters Want spooky content? Check out The Complete Guide to Horror ↪ YouTube: @completeguidetohorror ↪ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@completeguidetohorror Want bad dating stories? Check out Date or Disaster below ↪ Episode #01: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6qz_Cuw3yo ↪ Episode #02: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVPdFqSvvxk ↪ Episode #03: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwOEW5WO9tU ↪ Episode #04: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epQNlrrUPRw I don't mean that happy casual smokers are dishonest people in nature, but they lie about their smoking, just like heavy smokers. Think back to your first cigarette, who convinced you to have your first cigarette? Was it a self described party smoker? 8 times out of 10 this is always the case. After all why would we be tempted to light a cigarette from a heavy smoker who is too busy choking and coughing up flem? It's obvious they're addicted and miserable yet we perceive party/casual smokers as the opposite yet they are completely the same if not worse. A five a day smoker scratches the itch for about an hour a day: the other 23 hours, they suffer from the continuous itch. Because this empty, insecure emotion feels identical to regular hunger and stress, the casual smoker doesn't relate it to smoking, they are fooled into believing they have no addiction. It's why casual smokers think they get a genuine enjoyment from lighting up completely unaware they suffer the exact same illusions as heavy smokers. We don't realise as casual/party smokers that we are already imprisoned so why would we even think of attempting to escape it? By the time we realise, it becomes difficult as we rely on gimmicks and willpower to try and escape from nicotine addiction. Even if you only smoked one cigarette a day, you spend the remaining 23 hours and 50 minutes waiting for that daily cigarette to come around, you torture yourself and keep feeding the nicotine demon. I started out smoking as a casual party smoker, averaging a couple on weekend, it grew to smoking 5 a day when I began my university studies foolishly believing I would never match the pack a day smokers that were my mother and sister who were chronically hooked from the same age of 16 yet by the age of 25 I was smoking the same amount of cigarettes as them both and setting a bad example for my impressionable younger siblings. It's very difficult to persuade heavy smokers that there is no such thing as a happy smoker, casual, party or otherwise. We have all started off as casual smokers and think that bullshit blissful state was something to aspire to for eternity. But nothing was ever pleasurable about being a casual smoker. Because all smokers feel stupid about their habits, we have to habitually lie and pretend we get some form of pleasure from smoking in order to retain some form of self respect in our own eyes and in the public court. Our collective belief that we enjoy smoking hooks newer smokers in. Casual smokers love to brag about how often they can go without a cigarette. Who fucking cares. Why do they need to brag at all? I love watching RuPaul's Drag Race but I don't go around bragging about how I can go an entire year waiting for the new season because it doesn't fucking matter. When casual smokers brag about how often they can without smoking they may as well blurt out I can only go this amount of time before my willpower caves in and I have to give in to smoking. #onelastcigarette #quitsmoking #selfhelp #smoke #cigarette #nicabate #nicorette #allencarr #justinmatters #vaping #hypnosis #quit #tobacco