Given the nature of my childhood trauma, I was programmed with software (yes, I consider the emotional experiences and their reverberations that came with these experiences as a form of uploaded software... it's simulation theory solidifying into an Elon Musk wet dream right here baby!) that made me feel unsafe when someone was real, authentic and vulnerable with me. Those three concepts are now the tenets of all my inter-personal relationships. If I don't have them, then the people I am addressing don't see a lot of me. In 2021 I had a message that it was 'safe' to open the back of my heart after decades of having it closed to the world. 

What happened next for me was revolutionary. I saw the world and my connections in a way that honoured who I had become, who I intended to be and who I was. Levels of integrity went off the charts, sensitivity went from empathic to hold the phone batman... I need to recalibrate here. It was a beautiful and powerful exchange. With the proceeding months, I have found a sense of calmness, strength and connection to nature like I have never felt before exuding into my being. In this podcast I share the trembling first steps on the process of what happened when I consciously opened up to allow energy to meet me, and I it in a powerful and present way.