My college buddy asked me last December about a gift I wanted to receive. It was so fresh back then, well until now, and I just burst out an answer that even I never expected. I told her if she can bring my dad back. That was seriously the darkest answer I responded to for the very first time. Yet, in days of contemplating, it's not my dad that I meant about. It was the memories I wanted to go back through. There are plenty of "what if's" I wanted to do in such consideration. Mistakes to fix and peals of laughter to extend.