Welcome back Soul Fam!! This episode is a deep and intense deep dive into Sam's story, going back to the very beginning, to look at some old cycles and patterns no longer serving her, and to open the space for reflection on how important it is to look backward to go forwards, and the importance of facing the past, not running from it. We also dive into soul loss, soul retrieval, and the shamanic meaning of facing our past trauma. Trigger warning mention of sexual trauma and substance abuse.  Find Samantha and Leyla on Instagram @samanthaofthe8thhouse and @leylathehealer. Follow Leylas new podcast named "Its Called Being F*cking Authentic" now streaming on Anchor, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.