Abuse doesn’t just happen in certain places—it can happen anywhere. Even in the Church. Even at the hands of someone you were taught to trust.In this deeply moving episode of the Mind Empowerment Podcast, Fr. Paddy McCafferty shares his powerful story of surviving clerical abuse, betrayal, and years of silence.As a young man preparing for priesthood, Paddy was abused by another priest—James Donaghy—who used his position to manipulate, shame, and silence. For years, Paddy carried the weight of that trauma: panic attacks, nightmares, and moments of despair.But what kept him going—even when justice seemed distant—was his faith.This episode isn’t just about the Church. It’s about what happens when systems protect power over people. It’s about the psychological cost of silence. And it’s about the courage it takes to heal.Fr. Paddy opens up about:
🔹 The abuse and its long-term impact
🔹 The years of being silenced
🔹 Living with PTSD, shame, and suicidal thoughts
🔹 The fight for justice—and being heard
🔹 How his faith has endured through it all
This is not an easy listen—but it is an essential one. His voice speaks for so many others.
⚠️ Please take care when listening.
0:00 – Introduction
Meet Father Paddy and the powerful story he’s about to share.
1:29 – When the Abuse Began
Fr. Paddy reveals how and when the abuse started.
3:28 – “Most Priests Were Good Men”
He reflects on the goodness of most clergy, contrasting it with the calculated nature of his abuser.
3:58 – Power Imbalance & Grooming
Fr. Paddy describes being a small, young seminarian and how his abuser always orchestrated control.
5:23 – Dissociation as a Survival Mechanism
How dissociating helped him mentally survive the abuse.
7:40 – Silenced by Shame and Fear
He speaks about the deep shame and fear that stopped him from telling anyone.
8:50 – “I Blamed Myself”
Fr. Paddy shares the emotional toll of self-blame that lasted for years.
9:48 – The Persona of the Abuser
He outlines the abuser’s unpopularity, personality, and relationship with Church leadership.
12:24 – Consequences of Suppressed Trauma
Paddy explains how unresolved trauma led him to behaviors that jeopardized his vocation.
13:35 – Expelled from Seminary
Facing reprimand, Fr. Paddy is exiled from priesthood training.
14:00 – A Lifelong Calling
Despite everything, he speaks about his unwavering desire to serve as a priest.
14:22 – Pope Francis Removes the Abuser
The Vatican officially dismisses the abuser from the priesthood.
16:05 – Return to Ministry & Abuser’s Disappearance
Paddy is allowed back into the Church. The abuser fades from his life.
16:45 – Reflections on the Bishop’s Role
Fr. Paddy opens up about Church leadership and responsibility.
17:50 – PTSD and Ongoing Health Struggles
He talks candidly about the lasting psychological and physical impact.
19:50 – Reporting Abuse to the Church
Fr. Paddy recalls raising the issue with the Church and their initial response.
24:12 – The Turning Point: Protecting Another Seminarian
The exact moment Paddy decided to come forward — after witnessing a potential repeat of the abuse.
29:58 – Media Involvement
He describes being contacted by a journalist and going public.
33:46 – Taking Time Off & Starting Therapy
Fr. Paddy pauses ministry to focus on healing and professional therapy.
42:06 – Legal Support & Action
He seeks legal advice and starts the process of pursuing justice.
45:57 – Legal Outcome and Justice Served
A summary of the legal consequences for the abuser and recognition of wrongdoing.
50:46 – Receiving an Apology from the Diocese
While he appreciates the apology, Fr. Paddy explains why it didn’t fully bring closure.
56:12 – Holding on to Faith
He reflects on how he kept going as a priest through faith and resilience.
56:49 – Final Message to Survivors
Fr. Paddy shares heartfelt advice to anyone who has experienced sexual abuse.
