Josh finds himself navigating a delicate balance between unfulfilled desire, shame, guilt, and fear. He sets up a date with Luma, hoping to find clarity amidst the turmoil. During the encounter he is forced to rethink his understanding of control, vulnerability, and power, and the boundaries between longing and resistance blur. Join us as we explore the complexities of human connection, the courage it takes to face our deepest needs, and the challenges of letting go, all within an experience that defies expectations and pushes boundaries in unexpected ways. This episode offers an honest look at what it means to seek connection while grappling with the deep-seated feelings of guilt and shame.