This podcast is in French, I talk about the lost, the lost of my best friend, the emptiness it brought in my life. The helplessness that I felt seen her lying on the floor. I performed all the massages, I spoke to her pulled his cheek wich is filled with skins, I rubbed her ear as I was doing, I patted her, but nothing worked. I was helpless, unable to make her stay next to me. SHE was gone, I couldn't help it, helpless.