🤯 Working from home? Kinda sucks.
Hard to lock in when no one's around
Reminded me how important environment and energy are
🤝 Been thinking a lot about "wanters" — people who love talking about what they want but don't actually do anything about it.
I don’t wanna be around (or become) one of those people
🌟 The dream self paradox
Always chasing your “dream self,” but you’ll never really “arrive” — it’s an infinite game
Similar to marriage or health: you’re never “done,” you just keep playing and improving
🚽 Be one with the poop 😂
Using the bathroom without your phone = surprise self-reflection time
Important for mental clarity and reconnecting with your thoughts
🛌 Sleep & God
Noticing that when your relationship with God is shaky, everything else (especially sleep) falls apart
Wanting to create better morning routines to build consistency spiritually and physically
👥 Finding your people in Utah
Hard to find “cracked,” ambitious people here compared to Chicago or SF
Realizing the value of environment for staying locked in
🌁 Thinking about life after graduation
Considering moving to SF to lock in more and separate from constant family obligations
Balancing being close to family vs. deep focus on work and growth
🏃 Plans for next weeks
Go full “locked-in” mode, test what life would feel like if you fully committed
Improve sleep, stick to routines, and double down on spiritual life
🎥 Big picture
Been recording your journey since 18 — almost 3 years now!
Crazy to look back and see the growth