First of all, I need to apologize for my absence. It was important to make completely sure this change of mind state is a real, universal, all-encompassing change.
Now that I have had the time to settle into my new life; the only thing that would sweeten this freedom, would be if there were any possible way to allow others to join in this freedom. Problem being, there is nothing I can do to make you face your own fears. That is up to you. They are yours. The crux for me, but the beauty for you: Only you can save yourself. Only you can face your ego and die to yourself. (Not by paying a gangster-guru, obviously.) This is not magic, it is the truth we all know: There is no getting away from our fears, until we actually face them.
Please feel free to ask any questions. Any serious questions regarding the truth to life, true freedom, anything Jiddu Krishnamurti said, etc. will be answered personally. The only thing I am trying to do, is help you set yourself free. Therefore, your questions are helping immensely.  

Much LOVE, Jane