This one is pure chaos. I found texts in her phone saying I wasn’t her type — but she wanted festival access. Then she got drunk at my music video (while Renee Rapp was there), screamed at me, and passed out. Oh, and she joined my live the other day. Also: she’s now dating a girl from our friend group.

I give you the full limerence breakdown: what it is, why I stayed, and why I finally had to walk away. Plus a messy birthday update, a surprise text from my no-contact ex (aka CEO), and reconnecting with my first-ever girlfriend — who we’re now calling Riverbend.

It’s giving toxic, nostalgic, and maybe a little hopeful.