I have been struggling for the past couple of weeks with a way forward with the humble community we have created here. I have wanted to quit and give up because I haven't been able to produce the amount of episodes I wanted to at the quality I would have liked. But shout out to my therapist because I found out what I needed was just to be myself- like, COMPLETELY show up as myself with all of my imperfections.

As someone who is chronically ill and disabled, it has been really hard to find a way to be a creator that feels sustainable. Inconsistent Joy is what it looks like for me to explore this.

This podcast is a cozy stream of consciousness and an open diary that will hopefully inspire us all to denounce our inner critics and pursue joy in ways that make sense to us and not the expectations society has put on us.

On this episode you can catch up with me with some life updates and listen to some self reflections of things I've learned this week journaling.

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I'm currently not working on a schedule... Im just showing up with the joy is there :)

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(possible trigger warnings - mentions of religious trauma, suicide, gender neutral terms)

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