From the literal "Nature=animals, animals *hate* vacuums, Nature=doesn't like to be clean".... to the metaphorical concepts of what a vacuum/loss/loneliness can create within oneself and how "Nature" is the chaos of life we see, I share how I moved through "filling the hole in my heart" to understanding I am both the one of a creative force and where I focus is the "vacuum". I invite others to reframe their reality and see where they may be able to enjoy their world more fully, rather than "just trying to fill the hole" that the concept of loss/the vacuum can bring.