In this deeply personal journal reading, I open up about the emotional rollercoaster I experienced before separation — the gaslighting, the spiritual guilt, the financial fear, and the crushing pressure to “fix” a marriage I didn’t break.

You’ll hear my heavy words — written in the thick of it — as I questioned my future, my faith, and if I was too broken.

I talk about what it felt like to try so hard while constantly being blamed, silenced, and pulled into chaos by someone who refused to believe he was abusive.

If you’ve ever felt like you were the only one trying… this episode is for you.