God is far more interested in your future than He is in your past.  Some think God is fixated with their past, that all He wants to do is remind us of the things we've done wrong. Well, you're wrong!  God isn't interested in your past; He is interested in your future because that's where you're going to spend the rest of your life.  What you need is a START plan. Find out more in this episode Gospel Wabi Sabi.