In this episode we tackle the formidable and difficult discussion of child suicide. We interview Nathan and Angeline Washburn as well as Holly Hawkins. Angel Parents that have lost children to suicide. From the beginning what were the signs if any? How did the cope with all the "What If's" racing through their heads? How did the suicide happen, who discovered them? The emotions of dealing with death day one as the home gets flooded with people, officers and EMT's? The aftermath of dealing with your feelings, the funeral and burying a child. These parents let it all out in this emotional and powerful story as they hope to help others dealing with the pain. The anger against themselves and God. The unforgiving lose and dealing with depression while still trying to raise other children. This is a deep story that will open your eyes to the realities of suicide and teach you how to address it.   In this emotional and heartfelt tribute, they share their personal story of losing a child to suicide, a tragedy that has left an indelible mark on their lives. Through their journey of grief and trauma recovery, they have come to realize the importance of mental health awareness, suicide prevention, and the need for emotional healing. Dealing with grief and child loss is a painful and isolating experience, but we hope that by sharing this story, we can offer hope and support to others who are struggling with similar experiences. Their belief in God and the afterlife has been a source of comfort, and we believe that Gods Love can help us navigate even the darkest of times. As a mental health advocate, we want to emphasize the need for coping strategies, seeking help, and embracing love and empathy in the face of traumatic events like teen suicide. It's a shock to lose a child, especially to suicide, and it's essential to address the underlying issues like childhood trauma, fitting in, and suicidal thoughts. We hope that this story can help others find the strength to keep going, even in the midst of overwhelming sadness and pain. If you are struggling with grief, please know that you are not alone, and there is support available to help you navigate your grief journey.