What if the one who says they love you is the one breaking you? Sometimes the person you’d protect is the one destroying your peace. Abuse isn’t always loud. It can look like love. How do you spot danger when it comes wrapped in affection? In this episode of Fiercely Unfiltered, host Kelly Renee delves into Domestic Violence Awareness Month by sharing her own harrowing experience within a past marriage. She begins by clarifying that domestic violence extends beyond physical abuse to include emotional, financial, and psychological control. Kelly recounts chaotic "games" with her ex-husband, like shooting him with paintballs, which initially felt like passionate intensity but blurred dangerous lines. She reflects on how this adrenaline-fueled chaos was mistaken for connection, masking a toxic dynamic. The situation escalated to include public humiliation, financial control, psychological warfare, and physical aggression, such as having her head slammed against a car window. She openly acknowledges her own role in the reactive cycle but emphasizes that intent does not negate impact; one partner often uses such behavior for control and destruction. Kelly stresses that domestic violence can affect anyone, regardless of strength or status, and explains why leaving is never simple. She ends with a call for self-awareness, accountability, and recognition that love should feel safe, not chaotic. Key Takeaways Violence doesn’t always leave marks. It can sound like silence, control, or humiliation. Chaos can feel like connection, but real love feels safe. You can be strong, successful, and still get caught in the storm. Accountability heals, but it never excuses cruelty. When intent and impact don’t align, someone gets broken. Leaving isn't a weakness; staying silent is what keeps you stuck. Peace isn’t boring. It’s the highest form of love. In This Episode [00:01] Introduction  [00:40] Defining domestic violence: beyond bruises and broken bones [02:00] Paintball stories: when chaos masquerades as connection [04:30] When passion turns to control and fear [05:45] The unseen side of violence: psychological and financial abuse [07:10] Blurred boundaries and accountability [08:20] Why people stay  and what it takes to see clearly [09:50] Kelly’s reflections on healing and awareness [11:20] Closing message and call to action Notable Quotes   [00:57] “A lot of people think it's just about bruises and broken bones, but it's actually a pattern of behavior that someone uses to gain and maintain control and power over someone else.” [03:18] “Adrenaline and chaos kind of felt like connection and passion. But looking back, it wasn't.” [07:40] “It's scary when you connect chaos with passion and adrenaline with love, because it's not. Peace and love are safe.” [08:41] “Sometimes domestic violence is just two people stuck in a storm playing two different roles.” [09:13] “It's not all about intent. Sometimes it's about the impact it makes.” [09:45] “You don't leave because sometimes you're just so in love with the person you started the relationship with.” Resources and Links Fiercely Unfiltered Fiercely Unfiltered with Kelly Renee Kelly Renee Instagram Facebook Website